What was I thinking?

OK, I am in way over my head and I don't even know it. I am strangely calm about having all this prep work to do for the baptism celebration. There is still WAY too much to do and I have enlisted the help of Miss Kitty to do some general housecleaning for me and my sister-in-law, Angel, to do a dessert dish for me and maybe something else as well. I have a feeling that my freak-out moment is coming and it will probably be during that week. I'd like to get started on some things now but it's too early. What I NEED to do is get the baptism outfit and maybe an outfit for ME to wear (something I completely forgot with Lacey because I was so big still that I didn't fit in my clothes and I hated what I had to wear). I also need to get some supplies like paper plates and plasticware. But since I need to actually concentrate on the outfits, I'll have to get a sitter to watch the kids. Cassie is supposed to be here WITHOUT Orion on Wednesday (thank heaven) so I may use that opportunity to leave her here with the kids while I go get some things done on my own.