How do you know if what you're doing is the right thing? I struggle with this all the time when having to make a decision. I have made enough mistakes that I wish I could tell now what is and what isn't. But it never works that way. Sometimes things just require a leap of faith and then they work out. But sometimes they don't...and that's the part that scares me.
The thing is, I don't remember being this terrified when we moved out of the apartment and into this house. But the trouble with remembering things like that is that your brain has a funny way of erasing unpleasantries. I know there was some crying and second-guessing, so maybe I was terrified. It was really hard at first adjusting to a mortgage and life as a home owner. This time around, we wouldn't need to buy a crap load of things to fill the house so that's a savings. But the mortgage will be so much more and I don't want to slip back into financial problems. It's all just this huge unknown to me.
It helps to write things out that bother me so I'm glad that I have this space to do that, though it doesn't make my decision any easier.
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